I am now 21, as an 18 year old I had not come out and I was very nervous about people finding out about me. It was at the beginning of my last year of high school when I noticed the cutest guy. He had short black hair and dark brown eyes. I instantly fell in love with him. I wanted to be with him and from then on I spent months pondering whether I should tell him or not. I decided that he wasn't gay and so that was that.

Even though I had decided to forget him I couldn’t. I had his eyes in my head, imagining holding him. I one day discovered that he was gay, but unfortunately had a boyfriend. Feeling crushed I tried to again forget the whole thing. That was incredibly difficult as he worked at the local supermarket my family and I shopped at, and with no one knowing I was gay I just kept going to the shop seeing him all the time. Many, many months went by and I decided I should speak to him. I discussed with him that I was gay and we spoke for a while and he revealed that he and his boyfriend had broken up a long time ago.

After a while of talking together we became quite close friends. We used to talk every night on the phone, then, we met up for lunch one day. We were sitting in his car and he said to me. "We need to get you a boyfriend. What do you do? Would you fuck a guy?" I told him that I would rather take it, he then said, "would you suck cock?"

"I guess so," I replied nervously.

So he said, "let’s go and do stuff together" he drove into the secluded bush and pulled over.

He put his hand on my knee and slowly ran his hand down to my cock. My heart was pounding. I had never been with another man before. I did the same, gently rubbing his cock feeling it getting hard. By this time I was already hard. He undid the top button of my jeans and then flopped out my erect dick. He started giving me a hand job. I reached in for his pants undid the button and began to undo the zip. He was wearing briefs, which I pulled down to find his 6 inch uncut curved member looking back at me. I turned around and leaned against his chest so that his cock was facing me. Then without hesitation I put his cock in my mouth. I began to slowly start sucking on his cock sliding my mouth up and down his shaft. I began to pull his foreskin back and forth as I did it sucking harder and harder he began to groan I watched him clench his fist and I got my first taste of cum, feeling it shooting into my mouth I loved it.

We then stayed together for a year. Which meant I got to suck his great cock whenever I wanted.