I'd always been fascinated with oral sex. Getting it, watching it. It didn't matter whether it was girl on guy or guy on guy. I got off on watching gay porn. Just watching someone suck a dick aroused me. I never thought of myself as being gay, but for some reason I could actually see myself on the giving end.

I figured I'm a guy, I love getting sucked; who better to give good head than a guy? They know what they like, and how they like it, should be easy to give good head to someone. I'd give it to them just the way I'd want it.

The opportunity presented itself with my best friend Harry. I had known Harry since the fifth grade, now we were in our early 40s. We kept in touch through the years, phone call here, card there. Then our wives became best buddies, and Harry and I saw more of each other.

Harry was 6.4 and buffed, I was 6.1 and slim. We'd get together and talk about old times, while the wives went out to the mall and do what women do, shop, while we would drink beer.

"Hey wanna watch some porno?" he asked.

"You have porno?"

"Yeah, spices up the bedroom."

"Sure, what do you have?"

"You name it, I have it"

"Got any gay porn?" I asked.

"As a matter of fact I do, have a secret stash here."

"Now what are you doing with a secret stash of gay porno?" I asked.

"Well, what are you doing requesting it?" he shot back.

"I don't know, but for some reason, I get more excited watching gay than straight."

"Hmmm ... are you on the download?" he asked.

"'Down' what?"

"'Download.' It's an expression, straight guys who like to get together and just fuck the shit out of each other and then go back to their wives and girlfriends. They don't consider themselves gay, but they love gay sex."

"Well, I've never been on the down anything, just curious," I added.

He put the DVD in and sat down on the couch opposite me. We immediately were introduced to a scene of a jock in the locker room getting gangbanged by other jocks.

Harry began carressing his crotch through his pants.

"So, just how curious are you, Jim?" he asked.

"Very curious," I said.

He put a beer to his mouth, turned up his head, and emptied the bottle. He then got up, pulled down his pants and began caressing his cock. It must have been about 7 or 8 inches. He stood there stroking it.

"C'mere. We're a perfect match- you wanna give head, I wanna get head. Just watch those teeth." He laughed. "How you wanna do this? Me standing or sitting?" he asked.

"I don't know, how about sitting first?"

"First? You planning on giving me more than one blow job?"

Harry sat down, and I knelt between his legs, as they were spread eagle. I knelt there for what seemed an eternity. Looking at his huge cock. It was long and fat, with a huge head that was throbbing. The veins on the side looked ready to burst.

"That's one big dick you got there, Harry."

I grabbed a hold