on a Saturday and was really hoping he’d let me borrow another tape as I had the afternoon free. He welcomed me in and I stammered through a few stupid sentences, hoping he had another one picked out to give me. He offered me a seat and a beer at the same time and I accepted both because I needed the beer to calm me down and a seat because I felt queasy weird. Anyway, he gave me the beer and we started chatting about work and other inane stuff. After a while he asked me how I liked the tape and I told him what I thought. He told me he had another tape with the same blond guy in it. He got up and I thought he was going to get it for me but instead he put it in the VCR after he picked it up. He fast-forwarded to the scene and after a few minutes I was watching gay porn with a guy I just met. A little weird for me to say the least. I had a queasy feeling in my stomach but I wasn’t freaked out. It was kind of like watching any other porn with people you’re not intimate with. You watch but try to pretend it’s nothing and pray you don’t get a hard on. Needless to say, I drained the beer quickly and was offered another.

While we were watching he asked me about my experience and I told him that I had none. I opened up some and told him I’d fantasized about it over the years but never had any chances to try it. I was too chicken to try any of the riskier places like video arcades and the like so just never had a chance. We talked about what we were into and what we weren’t. We were pretty compatible actually. He was a top and I thought I was a bottom; I was only turned on by the vanilla type stuff on the tapes. I was getting a slight buzz and starting to feel my groin stirring as I watched the porn and talked about gay sex with a man. When we were through our second beer Jim got up to get another and I noticed that he had a substantial bulge in his shorts. This caught me off guard as I had only been thinking about getting another tape but realized he might be interested in me. I got hard instantly. I wasn’t expecting that either.

He came back in the room with the beers but I was just staring at his groin. He wasn’t trying to hide anything. As he came closer with my beer I surprised myself and reached out and put my hand on his thigh. He didn’t pull away but moved closer and handed me the beer. I took it in my free hand and slid my hand up his outer thigh and pulled him closer. He was standing directly in front of me while I sat on the edge of the couch. I looked up at him and he smiled down at me. That was all I needed.

I slid my hand up inside the leg of his shorts and brushed it across the front of his boxers. His cock jerked as I brushed the head. As I rubbed up and down his cock I was just dumbfounded. I had never touched a guy like this before and I just ached for more.

I put down the beer and pulled my hand