town. Just once, I want to do something completely selfish and reckless. I don’t want to take any of the consequences into account. I want to live. That’s why I showed up here tonight. I knew that it would be you sitting here waiting for me and to tell you the truth I was excited about it. Everyone knows that you have a crush on me and they always ask me why I don’t kick the shit out of you for it. I can never quite make my excuse believable enough to fool myself. For years I have locked this part of me deep inside because I was afraid of what people would think. I admire you so much for being able to put yourself out there despite of what others think. You’ve always been so courageous. I think that’s why the others resent you so much. They are so jealous that you are able to remain true to who you are.”

I wasn’t just blushing this time, I had most definitely turned the color of a beet. At least I was able to remain calm and actually speak though.

“Wait, Christian you said that Natasha was your girlfriend. What exactly did you mean by that?”

“Oh, and that too. You never miss anything. Well, to be as blunt as you I broke up with her tonight before I came. But it wasn’t because of the letter or it wasn’t just because of that. We have been having a lot of problems lately. Tonight when we were at Tyler’s party we got into a fight. The sad thing is I don’t even remember why we were fighting or who started it. I just know that I couldn’t take it anymore and I asked her if she could find another ride home. I told her that I wanted to take a break. She shot down that idea really quick though when she told me I could go to hell and shove my break up my ass. I guess you can laugh at the irony if you want. ”

I didn’t though. I just met your gaze and held it for a good long while. I could see a fire in your eyes that was waiting to be ignited and I wanted to be the one to strike the match. So I pounced. I found myself kissing you and rubbing my hands all over your rock hard body. To my joyful surprise you reacted by kissing me back just as fiercely and exploring my body with your hands. I was on top of you now and my hands were underneath your shirt rubbing your abs and pecs. I twisted your hard nipples and you moaned and bit almost painfully down on my lips. Your hands were all over my back. You shoved them down the back of my shorts and through my boxers onto my bare ass. You gave it a hard squeeze and lingered there for a while. We were engulfed in one another completely. Our lips locked together and our tongue exploring every inch of each other’s mouths. I could feel your raging erection through your shorts pressing up against my stomach. My own penis pent up, poking through my boxers and onto my zipper just dying to be released.
After awhile we changed positions and you rolled over on top of me. Stopping for a moment to catch our breaths you collapsed down on top of me and I could feel your hot breath on my cheek. You turned your head slightly and allowed your