A Tryst

Manish

Aging probably has not dared to affect the grace and charm of 45-year-old Mr. Manish Malhotra. Manish is successful in terms of career. Being satisfied with his job has given him self-confidence that people around him probably could feel. He also has a charming personality coupled with suave looks and graceful manners. In a word he is a perfect gentleman. Starting his career from the post of a mere accountant he rose to the position of Divisional Manger and all credit went to his hard work and dedication. BUT. There is a question, which at one point of time or the other on the upper surface of minds of people near him. Why he did not marry? But Manish never bother to give an explanation. He somehow evaded the question.

Manish today is satisfied with his career growth. He is also content with the way his life has taken shape. He has lots of friends and tons of activities. But somewhere deep down in his heart he knows that he is all alone in this world. There is no one with whom he can share his own inner feelings. His days pass in work and he works till he gets tired to the brim. He dares not to face the darkness of night when his loneliness embraces him. The darkness brings his inner Manish in front of him. Manish whom world knows cannot take the burden of inner Manish who is all alone and thirsty for a company. But NO one is there to quench his thirst.

Why Manish did not marry – if ever the question comes to forefront he has always evaded the question by replying it’s his personal matter. But deep down in his heart he knows that he craves for men but not girls. He was well aware if he ever dared to open up he is bound to lose everything he has achieved so far in life – the respect he commands from others, his job, his living. He will be totally a social outcast. So he never dares to express himself. This suppression of his feelings made him vulnerable inside; too much emotion confined in him and may explode any time. What he wants in his successful life is company, a person to talk with who will talk to inner Manish – the real Manish. He craves for company but never got one.

His early experiences have taught him too much. With friends he has watched straight porn and jacked off together. But never dared to say what he really liked. The fear never went away. He is a man by body as well owing to his endowment.

In the age of Internet he found a way to express himself – his real self. Over Internet he has made friends with like-minded guys. But still talking or rather chatting through Internet does not give him the satisfaction he wants. A romantic person by nature never finds contentment with the idea of cyber sex which most guys want after some time of chatting. He soon found out it may not be the way that is going to work for him. Few person-to-person encounters have ultimately taken the way to bed only and there remained nothing afterwards. But this was for sure to Manish that he likes to be the one entering if he at all indulges in it. And as a matter of fact he liked it. But his search is still on till……. till he found Kunal. In a