to bite down on my lip and to appear as calm as possible.

I looked up and he was looking right into my eyes. “Relax baby, don’t tighten up so much let me do this. Let me take care of you.” His gentle words were enough to make me relax and he was able to slide into me completely. In and out he worked his prick so slow and gentle it was sweet. He made me forget about the pain and I was able to feel the pleasure that he was getting from being inside me.

I felt his lips on mine once again. Now as he pushed out I pushed back into him this drove him crazy and he came inside of me for the first of many times to come. Seeing him pleased made me want to release and that I did. I came all over his smooth chest I was slightly embarrassed for some reason he smiled and kissed me as he slid out of my now rather large hole and rolled over on the bed next to me both of us tired and drained out. We laid there with his arms around me for what seemed like an eternity neither one of us speaking.

I wanted to see him again. I wanted to be with him. I had fallen for him that quickly. He got up and had put his clothes on and was preparing to leave” So what happens now?” I said terrified of his response, who was I kidding may be he wasn’t even gay, or maybe he already had a boyfriend, perhaps I just want his type or maybe he did not want a relationship.

It seemed to be hours before he spoke. He crawled on top on me on the bed and said “Now I kiss you goodbye and I leave.” I could feel the tears start to form in my eyes I did not want to let him see that he had hurt me I tried to hold them back but two of them had fallen he kissed me on the cheek and wiped my tears. I turned away from him, he smiled and said “Then I get in my car and call my mom and tell her that I have just found my soul mate. I looked up at him and smiled so brightly and embraced him. That was sixteen years ago to this day and I love more now then I did then.