it was like a great surge from within when I came so strong, and the feeling of him swallowing me, sucking it all up like a baby sucks its milk, his deep breaths between his swallows, lapping it all up like a cat licks its milk, treating me to the most ever wonderful and thrilling episode of being with another guy, so much so I was soon yearning for more, soon wanting to spend a lot more time with John, Wanting to sleep with him,

Very soon I knew my wishes would be fulfilled, it was as if a new world had opened for me and I was no more feeling in the doldrums or feeling depressed - as if not knowing what my place on earth was or wondering if I would ever make it with a girl after several tries.

But now it didn’t matter, I had John and he was the answer to everything