“Only I can save you,” I think. Shots of exhilaration run through my entire body and I feel giddy, half-laughing and half-gasping for air. My vision gets really cloudy and the flow of my semen spurting through my pipes feels like nothing I’ve ever felt before. In the next second I can no longer contain my cum and I let it erupt from my penis, lifting myself from the floor with my legs just at the point of climax. The oxygen rushes to my head and my orgasm becomes intensified by innumerable degrees, as if I were having every orgasm in my life at that one time. I unravel the necktie from the doorknob and collapse on the floor, breathing in deeply and still massaging my now cum-soaked and limp cock.

I lay there thinking about how close I had come to death. I would have passed out in another few seconds. I look over at my reflection in the mirror and stare, noticing the red marks along my neck. I wanted something dangerous, and I got it. I came out alive this time, and perhaps I will next time, but even I start to wonder how long I will be able to cheat death.