good look at the front of his pants as he stood up. Sometimes it looked a little like he was sporting some wood in those pants but nothing was ever said.

One day when we signed on to talk he was sitting at his computer with no shirt on and I noticed that he had a tit ring in his left nipple. I had just had the same painful procedure without telling my parents. At the same time I was trying to get up enough nerve to lie and tell him that I just gotten a web cam of my own and I'd like to try it out with him. This was the perfect chance. I had something I could show him without looking like I was being too forward.

Me: "Wow, You got a tit ring! I didn't know you had a piercing."

Raif: "Yeah, I've had it for about a year now."

Me: "Cool. I just got it done too."

Raif: "Oh yeah? Wish I could see it."

Me: "Well I just got my new cam, mind if I try it out and I'll show you?"

Raif: "Mind? I've been waiting for how long now for you to get a cam? Flip that puppy on and let me see the great and powerful Jordy!"

Now I was really nervous. Raif and I had been chatting for a long time and so far I had only seen him, he had never seen me, much less my new (still slightly red) tit ring.

As I logged into the cam and started broadcasting my image to Raif for the very first time, I was almost sick to my stomach with anxiety.

"Hey. All I can see is your chair," he said.

"I know, hang on. I'm taking off my shirt," I told him.

Actually I was stalling. He had never seen this tall half-breed with curly blond hair and I was really nervous about putting my face in front of the camera.

Finally I sat down and there was silence.

"Dude! You are hot!" Raif said finally. "I thought I was probably talking to some sixty year-old pervert."

"Damn, do I sound that bad?" I questioned.

"Naw," he said. "It's just .......... you know the Internet. Nice ring dude! But you don't even look Korean. You just look like an American guy with cool eyes."

I was flattered again by remarks that I barely heard through my embarrassment.

We talked for a long while and from time to time the conversation would flirt with boyish fantasies and sexuality but never homosexuality.

Finally Raif said, "Can I ask you a really personal question Jordy?"

I took a deep breath in anticipation. "Sure! We’re old buds," I told him.

"Have you ever had cybersex with anyone on the net?" He said.

"Once," I said. "But there was no cam or anything. The guy was probably like you said, some old fart, pervert."

"Well now that I can see you, I've got some serious wood going on here," Raif said.

"Oh! Now that you can see me huh?" I joked. "You've been giving me serious wood for a long time now."

"Yeah, but you had a little advantage," he laughed. "At least you knew I wasn't some old child molester."

Raif went on to say that in a way it was sort of hot because he was the exhibitionist type and even though he had