From the first time I learned about boys and girls and how they were supposed to like and eventually fall in love, I knew that wasn't my thing. I have always known that I was gay. It started when I was about 5 years old when I would wear women’s clothing and hasn't stopped from there. I have always thought of myself as a woman in a man's body. I started to learn that it wasn't my penis that interested me but the penises of other guys that I was always looking at and wondering about. As I grew older and was about to turn 18 I started to figure it was time to try new things. I had already had a boyfriend and we would kiss but that was pretty much it. I was beginning to think on my 18th birthday that I wanted to go further with my next relationship than my previous one. I had met my current boyfriend Alex a month or two before I turned 18 and we were happy together. We had been French kissing and I had given him a blowjob before but that was it. But that was about to change.

It was February 18th the day after my birthday, it all started in school. If you talked to me or just looked at me you wouldn't be able to tell that I am gay. We had been looking at each other all day in our classes together and it really got started in lunch. We were sitting next to each other eating our lunches. I leaned over to him and said in between bites of my tuna sandwich, "can we go somewhere private?"

"Sure" he said and we took our food and he followed me to the bathroom.

We locked the door put our food down and we started to kiss each other. After a minute or two of that I knew I wanted it to be time and I broke off the kiss. "What are you doing?" Alex asked. I went over to the sinks and dropped my pants and bent over the sink. "What are you doing?" he asked me again.

"I want you in me... I think it is time,” I said very eager to take his 8" cock in me.

"We are in school. I want this to be perfect," he said as my cock started to go down.

"Then when" I asked.

"I don't know," he said. So we both left the bathroom and forgot about what happened and went on with our days.

Later that week everything would change and I would get my wish. My parents went to New York City for the night and left me all by myself at my house. I called Alex who lived right down the street and he agreed to come over. He got to my house and we kissed at the door and went up to my room where we continued kissing. After a few minutes of that I unzipped his pants to expose all 8" of his cock and took it in my mouth. It was 4 minutes of paradise as I sucked his dick. He put his hands on my head (which I love) and started to speed up. In about 30 seconds he came in my mouth, it tasted great.

"Can I have a taste?" he asked.

"Sorry I swallowed it already" I said. With that I took off my pants and went over to my