to my feet and pulled me to the bed. At this point, all I could think of was, "I'll pretend to try to accommodate him; tell him I can't; blow him and get out." It was a nice plan, but it didn't work.

He positioned me on the bed, doggy style, spread my legs and, with one hand, gently spread my cheeks. With the other hand, he positioned the head of his cock against my asshole. When that big head pressed against my tightly puckered rectum, all that I could think of was again, "No Fucking Way." He gently tried to push the cock head into me. Each time he tried, I involuntarily moved away. At first, he was very gentle in attempting to penetrate me but finally, Smack! Smack! He hit me twice on my ass telling me to quit moving. All I could say was, "I can't take it, I can't take it."

At this point, he roughly jerked me up from the bed. At this point, I thought that he would be satisfied with a blowjob but, instead, he threw me across the back of a large chair in the bedroom, and told me, "You're going to take it, lover." I knew then that it was all over.

Because of the size of the chair and the angle that I was bent over, I was totally helpless. I had absolutely no leverage and all that I could do was to grip the arms of the chair. I was totally terrified; I was certain that I was going to be injured in some way. Again, I hearkened back to my conversations in the chat room and remembered that almost all my chat mates had advised that the best thing I could do during my first time was to relax my anal muscles and to not tense up. I knew that escape was out of the question and that it would be best for me to follow that advice.

He stood behind me, utterly confident, knowing that he was in complete charge. He gently massaged my ass cheeks and began telling to relax and enjoy it. "OK, lover, spread your legs for me." Although I was still terrified, his words again strangely excited me. I spread my legs and waited for the inevitable. Because my legs were widely spread, he placed one hand on the small of my back. With his other hand, he placed the head of his cock up against my helpless little asshole.

When I felt the giant head press against my rectum, my eyes probably looked as if they would come out of my head. As he penetrated me, all I could think of was "relax, relax". Slowly, gradually, my rectum gave way and I felt the head slide into me. Finally, I felt my asshole close around the ridge behind his cockhead. Although I had expected pain, instead I felt a strange please and the previously unexperienced excitement of being penetrated. At this point, my lover began talking dirty to me which contributed even my to my excitement. "You like it don't you? You needed this didn't you?" I could only answer his talk by some inaudible whimpers. "I think I'll head fuck you for awhile" he said and then proceeded to move his cock head in and out of my asshole; never taking it completely out and putting it back in to the point of my rectum again closing tightly behind the ridge of his weapon.

I can't tell how long this went on. He was an