Meeting Jason.
© Alex Carr 2007

I was just a tad nervous, you see. I’d met this guy on the net and our friendship just developed. It was all supposed to be a bit of a laugh at first, my surfing the gay chat rooms and all - just curiosity getting the better of me, but delving more into it, and talking to Jason, who was about forty, and ten years older than me, I was beginning to get the smell for it. Perhaps it wouldn’t be so bad with another guy, well he hadn’t had much success with women, he told me. “Why not just chill and give it a try? That’s if you don’t mind an older guy, Ken?” He said

So here I was, standing alone at the planned meeting place, outside the local Chinese restaurant in Guildford. Trying to stop myself shaking, and still with a few doubts, was I doing the right thing, and should I give it a miss, think about it and ask Jason if he could make it another time.
A blue Aldi pulled up at the curb beside me and I recognised the driver instantly from the time we had shared viewing each other on web cam. He looked good to me, as good as he did on the cam. Now I was glad I had come. Meeting him face to face somehow eased the situation. Jason prompted me to jump into the car beside him and we were off.

“What you have in mind first night, Ken?” He asked with a broad smile and me being very aware of his looking me up and down.

“Perhaps a drink to melt the ice?” I replied.

“You’re on, then back to my place yea?”

“Absolutely,” I said bravely, still slightly uneasy. But I new a drink or two would remedy that.

Whilst drinking in a quiet corner of the pub Jason said he had some really juicy vids to get us in the mood. “This is the time we learn about each other,” he said. “ What turns each of us on, I always find that so very exiting with a new date, don’t you, Ken?”

I had to be honest and tell him this was my first date with a guy.

“You saying you never done it with a guy, that you are a virgin?” asked Jason his eyes lighting up.
I nodded a little nervously but was soon calmed by Jason who said with such kind words that a virgin is all he ever wanted.

“You have heard the old adage - I shall be gentle with you, huh Ken? - Well I will, It is gonna be wonderful you’ll see.”

I felt a little better now, and felt I did like Jason and that he was the sort of guy I would like to get to know more on an intimate basis. In my mind I even found myself undressing him and sampling the goods.

“I’ve had a hard on ever since we got back into the car after we left the pub, Ken,” announced Jason as he drove us back to his place. “Want to feel it?”

“Now?” I clarified.

“Yes now, “Jason confirmed, you had better start getting used to it because it is going to be in your life big time. That‘s if that is what you want.”

I gingerly slid my right hand over Jason’s jeans, nervously touching there.

“Harder than that, squeeze it Ken, show it