A few weeks later I thought about doing it all over again and showed up unannounced at the same guys house, I sat in the car for a while and was very nervous. I rang his doorbell and he let me in. He said that I was lucky his girlfriend wasn't home. So we went to the back of the house to his room and he took off his pants.

He was already rock hard and I did what I had wanted to try, I quickly got on my knees in front of him without taking off my clothes and put it in my mouth. He was surprised that I got on my knees and started to suck slowly, he probably though that I wouldn’t return. But couldn’t resist and loved the feeling of his soft head and the thickness once again. I had always wanted to know what being on my knees felt like and It felt weird being so submissive, but I had wanted to repay him for swallowing me last time and finish what I started the last time I sucked him off. I know he felt good knowing that a 19 year old was on his knees giving him head.

But once again I could not finish him because it felt so weird again. He understood and said that I could return when I'm ready. In fact he wanted to suck me off, but I was too conflicted in my mind as to what I really wanted.

I'm sure the next time I do this I will finish because I've had 6 years to think about it…