blow by blow details about who is better, me or my brother? I can’t get my head around the fact that either of you would do this to me.”

Pat put his arm around Josh’s head pulling him close ,and kissing his lips.

“How can I ever feel the same way about you?" said Josh.

Pat said, “Let me show you how much you mean to me."

Pat let his hands follow the contours of Josh’s hips and backside as he kissed his lips. He took Josh’s penis in his hand, it was limp. Josh pulled Pat's hand away from his crotch. Josh could smell his brother’s aftershave on Pat. Josh was betrayed . He couldn't stand to have Pat touching his manhood, after having had his brother. Pat pulled his body close to him, kissing him and massaging his back and cheeks. They just spent that night cuddling, each inwardly reflecting on the nights events.

It was a quiet time at breakfast, everyone eating. Jill and Mike faced Pat and Josh at the table, the parents at each end. Pat was holding Josh’s hand under the table, stroking it with his thumb, hoping things would be okay between them. Mike couldn’t look Pat in the face, while Pat made eye contact when possible.

Josh said, “How did you sleep last night, Mike?”

Mike looked down, saying, “Fine.”

Jill said, “He slept better after his midnight snack.”

Josh said, “ I bet he did. What did you have, Mike?”

Mike said, “I don’t recall, but what ever Mom cooks is great.”

“Thank you, Honey.”, said Mom.

Josh thought about what a suck up his brother was. He never minded before, but now that, the golden boy, had come down to his level, it was hard to take.

Pat said, “Gee, I had a snack , some kind of sausage.”

Josh’s dad said, “Okay Queen, enough of that.”

“Dad, he wasn’t being vulgar," said Jill.

Pat found it quite ironic that Jill was sticking up for him.

Pat said, “That’s right ,Jill. I wasn’t being naughty. Mike, you don’t think I was out of line? Mike and I snacked together in the early hours.”

Pat had an evil grin on his face. Mike just kept eating, not looking up.

Josh said, “Dad I think there is something you should know?”

Mike looked up at Josh, panic stricken.

“I think the Chevy has an oil leak, by the looks of the driveway.”

“Thank’s Josh, I’ll have a look at it after breakfast.” his father said.

Josh knew it would never be the same between he and Pat, but he could forgive him this one time. He would never forgive Mike or forget, as long as he lived.

Josh asked, "Mike, what do you think Pat played in high school? It was football, tight end."

Pat started to laugh,a glaring stare from Josh stopped him cold. Mike knew he had killed the relationship he had with his brother, keeping his mouth shut the rest of the meal.

Josh's father said, "I know, that was some sort of queer joke. What the hell is going on this morning?"

Pat said, "No joke, sir. I really did play tight end in high school."

He lied, he had never played football. He