The snow started to accumulate ouside, Josh running his fingers over the steamed up glass of the dorm room window. Pat, his roommate, was packing to go home for Christmas. Josh would too, only it wasn't a happy time. He had come out to his family on Thanksgiving Day. He hadn't intended to. His parents were gushing over his brother, Mike and his fiance Jill. His father was peppering him with remarks about his never finding a girlfriend. Josh , sitting next to Grandma, stood up to his father and said, "I have someone in my life, Pat."

"About time. Tell us about her," his father said.

"Pat is short for Patrick." Josh explained.

Mike stood up and clapped his hands, saying, 'It is about time. I thought you would die a virgin."

His father was livid, red faced, he stood and shouted, "You're a queer."

Josh felt his face flushing while he said, "I am gay."

His father said, "That roommate of your's, his name is Patrick isn't it.?"

"Yes, and I love him."

His father groaned, "I think I may vomit. Send him to college for an education and look what he ends up learning. You are going to get a new room assignment. I don't want you seeing that kid again."

Josh said, "I will still be gay, even If I never see him again. He didn't make me this way."

His father said, "Go to your room. You have ruined Thanksgiving. Get out of my sight."

Josh got up to leave, when his 70 year old grandmother grabbed his arm. She whispered, "I always knew you were a little light in the loafers."

"What?" Josh asked.

She continuted, "I knew you liked the boys. My brother was that way, but don't tell your father." She kissed his hand and he went upstairs to cry, stopping the tears with thoughts of Patrick.

He and Patrick shared a dorm room, but from the beginning kept to themselves. It was early in October, the red, and gold leaves were swirling from the Maples, when Patrick walked in on Josh masturbating in front of the window. Josh was embarrassed and quickly dove under the cover of his bed.

"I'm sorry man," Josh said.

Patrick walked over and unzipped his pants saying, "Would you feel less embarrassed, if I were jerking off too?"

Josh laughed, as Pat pulled out his penis, which wasn't fully erect. He started running his hands over it faster and faster, wetting them with pre-cum, occasionally licking his fingers for a taste.

He asked, "You want to suck me?"

Josh replied, "I want to , but I have never done that before."

Patrick stood in front of Josh's bed, his ten inch penis up against his belly and cupped his hand around the base, holding it out , as Josh engulfed it with his mouth. It felt strange to Josh at first. He started sucking and the more he sucked, the more Patrick moaned, taking Josh by the head and moving him back and forth, rhythmically. It gagged him ,as the cock hit the back of his throat. Josh was now fully aroused himslef, stroking himself, running his thumb over the crack of his rod, and offering it's wet pre-cum to Patrick , who licked it off of his thumb. Then Patrick 's body stiffened and he