Posted: 8/12/2007 Post subject: After a good bit of soul searching...
Over the past few years, actually... I've decided to take what probably is the biggest step in my life: going on T (testosterone). I don't know if I'll ever fully transition, though. Maybe if the bottom surgery was much better than it currently is. But, ya know, I'm not so sure that matters to me at this point.
There's nothing female about me anymore. Bottom surgery would be nice, but only if it becomes more reliable and safer. In the meantime, I'll settle for balancing myself out with T and continue doing what I've been doing, I suppose.
Sometimes I worry about what other men think, yeah. Especially gay men. I want nothing more than to be seen as who I really am, online and off. Hell, online, everyone knows. They all know, y'all know. And everyone has been accepting. I can't thank you guys enough for that.
Now I just need to swallow my fears and move onto the next step.
i always wondered what stuff on a woman would look like after the horomones, they do specials on tv but they blur everything out. _________________ "I love it when people give up chocolate for lent...OHHH just like being nailed to a cross...hey God, get over here we gotta open up the Pearly Gates, this bitch is going like 40 days without a Kit Kat Bar!"
send them to me, im honestly interested in how this transformation goes about.
ive heard its much easier to build a pole then dig a hole. _________________ "I love it when people give up chocolate for lent...OHHH just like being nailed to a cross...hey God, get over here we gotta open up the Pearly Gates, this bitch is going like 40 days without a Kit Kat Bar!"
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